365 days, 365 chances

January 01, 2019


... hm, I sort of start to like beige colors. Aren't they nice?!

Hey! It's me again! Figuratively, today is gonna be a new fresh start for some of us, I guess.
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IT'S NEW YEAR!!!!! 
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I hope I won't hear any silly jokes about shitting for one whole year after getting into the toilet at 11:59 pm on 31 December and come out at 12 am on 1 January. Dude, I still found that joke on my Twitter.

As usually, words like "new year resolution" and "new year new me" are poppin' here and there in the social media. To tell the world that you are putting new targets and going to change next year.

But that is not me. I think I should reminisce what did 2018 thought to me.


1) I SHOULDN'T EXPECT THE SAME TREATMENT FROM OTHER

I would like to say that I was always holding to the "Give and Take" consensus but 2018 shows me that people won't give the same effort as much as I did to them. It's quite sad, honestly. but we couldn't force people to become what they are not, right?. "Give and Take" is canceled! However, this won't stop me from being nice to others but drawing a line in between would be a better step.

2) UNEXPECTED FRIENDSHIPS ARE THE BEST ONE

If you are following me on Instagram (you better follow me right now --> @ameridzuan), you can see there are two highlights about SEKOLAH@MMU events that I went in 2018. Honestly, I talk a lot, laugh a lot and being silly beyond a lot but I never found a group of people that have the same energy as mine until I found these fellas. We've never met before, yes I agree, but the bond doesn't act that way. I couldn't even forget my first event with them in Langkawi. It was super fun. I don't know why but I strongly think that it's because of you guys. Thank you for making my day even brighter.


Hahahaha... this picture is hilarious. I have no idea how to pose, end up rubbing the pool. Pathetic.

3) MODELING WAS NOT AS EASY AS I THOUGHT

Here we go, no talent Amer is speaking about modeling. sigh~

Okay, I didn't post about this here because my freking sss has no confidence. The story is, I went to the Zalora contributor photoshoot last few months. I won't lie to you, I did watch several videos on "How to Pose like a Male Model" bla bla bla bla~

It was my first-time, dude! THE FEELING WAS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM HOW YOU POSE FOR INSTAGRAM PICTURES! obviously~

.... and ya know what? THE VIDEOS DIDN'T HELP AT ALL! 

Thus, most of my pictures were a little bit awkward and hm... unprofessional, but I would say "Achievement Unlock" to me. Hahahahaha... at least I have that experience tho.

So... if you want to see how awkward it is, here I share you a link to that page. There will be a like button with Love emoji at the bottom of that page, please do like and support. Do it to the other contributors too. Thanks!

>>https://thread.zalora.com.my/home/2015/8/contributing-writer-amer-ridzuan <<

New Year Buddy, Nizam and Iszizie;
Dataran Pahlawan was a bad idea, but it's not about the place it's about the people. :*

4) PEOPLE COME AND go MEMORIES STAY

I used to hardly trying to forget everything about a person that has gone from my life until at some points where I think I should save some of the memories with me deep inside my heart. Things happened for some reasons.  I learned from my mistakes and I hope you too. We are never meant to be apart, the destiny makes us choose a different path.

5) I HAVE BAD SSS HOUSEMATES

Last but not least, I love my housemates. I rarely post about them in any of my social media but little did they know that I appreciate every moment that we have created. The BBQ night, the Seoul Garden, the movie night, the bowling, the one who got another person until they forget that they actually have a home, the clueless night strolling, the money flying over... I shouldn't list all of it here because it will never end. 

I'm so sorry if I was misbehaving all the time that might annoy anyone of you but that is me. Sadly we will be out from that house soon because most of us are going for the internship. I hope everything is going to be fine. To more memories together.

From left; Hazim, Hazmi, Afiq, Haziq, Izzat, and not to forget Fahmi and Aiman.

After all, there is one thing that I can say in this 2019, I have
365 days and 365 chances


----- Update: 1/1/2019 -----

I borrowed Izzat's Xdot helmet. I left the helmet on my motorcycle and went for lunch with Iszizie. When I come back, the helmet has been swapped with an ugly, red, no visor, smelly, sick, sticky helmet. Like wtf dude? Seriously??? New year kot aduhhhh spoiled mood aku laaaaaaaaa!!!!!

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6 comments

  1. I agree with the first point. Sometimes we put 120% effort for others but they do not put as much effort as us. However, we cannot deny that we are a person who always give our best for others especially for those who we love. Somehow we are indirectly happy when we see someone who we love happy because of our effort. Happy New Year btw.

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    1. True Jannah! People are different even they look the same. We must accept the fact that God has planned everything for us. Happy new year!

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  2. Hello. Happy new year. wow congrat become a model man~ Its okay.. keep learning how to pose any different. Later it will be easy for you. Gud luck ~

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    1. Happy new year!! Thank you too. I'll try my best to be better and hope modelling agency will hire me hahaha

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