Currently, I'm sitting in this new Learning Point in MMU Melaka and that's my jam yeah!

I haven’t blogged for weeks, all my previous post have been written earlier and scheduled and let me tell you, I was one of the sloppy versions of me. I just cannot… I need to blog, I need to write. (but not my English assignment, too academical hahaha)

Every day, the Blogger bookmark calls me... Amer~ Amer~. Oh no, no, no creepy pula. *sigh

Seeing a blank white space get filled up with this black font, it just excites me. Can I just steal a minute just to write "Hi." and "Bye" on my blog?

It’s been a stressful week in MMU, I’m not going to lie. This is my final sem for foundation year means I'm bout to end it. I slept at 4 a.m every day during the study week. Say no more to panda eyes but I still had to smile everywhere I go. Yesterday was the most satisfying Calculus exam ever. I felt like I have poured everything that I have learned. 1 down, 2 more!

Tired? Of course I am and sometimes I was mood swing too. But don’t worry guys, you know I’m a ball of positivity so I will always find humor but not always hahaha... When I know I'm gonna have a swing, I will stay quiet and keep a distance form people. My friends know better.

I realize that growing up is tough sometimes and challenges don’t ease as I get older. More complicated and more serious. I might feel like the world is against me at times. But, I have something that always lifts me up when I am down to earth. Well, of course, awesome family, friends and also the little Amer.

Last night, I suddenly had sometimes to scroll my old gallery in this laptop. I am photogenic I guess. Yes, you can see it, right? A lot of pictures from my primary years to secondary to university.

I feel a lump in my throat as I scroll, feeling so nostalgic. I realize as I grow older, I get uglier hahahaha. I realize that my responsible get bigger and bigger. Being a 2017 teen is not as easy as you thought. Go school, go study. Nah...

The little Amer was so ambitious and a big dreamer and flawless too hm. I believe that he must say "Wow, Amer! You are now in university. I bet you still have no girlfriend hahaha." (bad little Amer). 

Seeing my little face was so much inspiring and burning. I know what I want to be when I was that small. I have goals, I have hopes that I want to achieve. People say, let bygone be bygone. Yes, but sometimes looking back isn’t really taking a step backward. It just pushes you to step forward even stronger.

So guys, if you are down and lost hope; scroll down your old pictures and see your flawless ambitious face. Have a try! I promise you your fire will burn wild!

My next Organic Chemistry paper will be on this Monday. Pray for me, okay. Thanks!

Anyway I found something precious hahaha, here are they, my "don't judge" handwriting in 2004 (6 y/o):

I am a good boy, right?

Absolutely because I want more Duit Raya than my siblings haha